finding new joys in life

So I got the opportunity to play on a girls soccer team while the team played "New Haven" a girls school for trouble teens. So I go for 1 practice and the game is 2 days away. I practiced after school wednesday and was so busy that night. Thursday was the day of the game and I was So nervous. A great girl in my ward K* let me borrow her cleats and shinguard's. They worked great! I also borrowed my friend E* gloves. I was goalie. Who ever in elementary school thought I was scared of balls and stuff look at me now. I'm apprentice ninja goalie. The first game was 2-2 and the second game we added a couple boys and played 8 on 8. was 3-1. it was so much fun! It was great. I had SO much fun! and there is a tournament next weekend and we'll have to play girls team so guess what world? I'm Still Goalie. and we might have another girls game on wednesday. Thanks Asthma for letting me be somewhat stationary in a box. I rocked it and so did they girls and boys on my team. I found a new Love. :-)

chemistry

So I'm actually really relieved I only have 2.5 finals left. The church is true! We had this huge scence night and I procrastinated till the last 40 minutes before. we've done snippets all year but this a a releif. we still have to build a Utopia, read .5 of a book, write a bioethics paper, and graduation speech, go to prom, learn first aid(again), take senior pictures, take bioethics and 50-80 final. I dont think I missed anything.

How does she know?

so like the enchanted song I was thinking about how i know Heavenly Father loves me. the words are Giselle:
How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?

Man:
How does she know that you love her?

Giselle:
How do you show her you love her?

Both:
How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?

Giselle:
It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she'll be inclined to say...
"How do I know he loves me?"
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?)
"How do I know he's mine?"
(How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?)

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He'll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday
That's how you know, that's how you know!
He's your love...

Man:
You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her

Giselle:
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true...
How do you know he loves you?
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you need her?)
How do you know he's yours?
(How does she know that you really, really, truely-)

Well does he take you out dancin' just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words in
Just for you? Ohhh!

All:
He'll find his own way to tell you
With the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know!

Giselle:
He's your love
He's your love...

That's how you know
(la la la la la la la la)
He loves you
(la la la la la la la la)
That's how you know
(la la la la la la la la)
It's true
(la la la la la)

Because he'll wear your favorite color
Just so he can match your eyes
Rent a private picnic
By the fires glow-oohh!

All:
His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know!

Giselle:
He's your love...

Man:
That's how she knows that you love her
That's how you show her you love her

Giselle:
That's how you know...
That's how you know...
He's your love...

I know it's meant for a couple. But I mean. especially all that's going on, how did Heavenly Father Know I would be 100x more excited then I already was for this service project and How much I need it. I don't know. This Is one of the great things I'm thankful for.

getting motivated

so Yeah. there is this AP Calc test in like then 36 hours. I'm kinda/really stressing about my final score. It was kind of a bad day. but someone challenged me to watch ALL the videos http://www.motivational-well-being.com/motivational-speeches.html

and I'm going to! SO yeah watch out. I'm watching all the videos then making my song about integrals and derivatives.